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i dont know about favorite… but theres this one memory i never want to forgot and its the moment i said i’d be his girlfriend. we were sitting in his car by the park and it was late afternoon and i just remember the smile on his face, and the exact shade of green his eyes were cause he was happy when i said i wanted to be his girlfriend. the sunlight even caught his eyes making him squint a little bit but his eyes were just such a beautiful shade of green and he looked so happy and i made him happy, i’ll never forget that image of him in my head because that was the first moment that i knew that i loved him and never wanted to lose him…..
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ah anon no i dont think he does, he unfollowed me and i’m glad he did, i dont want to hurt him even more than i have by seeing these, and if i said any of this to him i dont know if he’d even listen to me let alone believe me, there are so many things i wish i could say or so many things that i wish i could explain but i dont think he wants to talk to me and i dont want to push it otherwise i’ll come across as the needy and clingy ex girlfriend…
The memories are what hurt the most. That make this pain linger and make me realize that no matter if i might have a fleeting moment or even a day of happiness that its only an echo of what it used to be because i dont have you anymore. But these memories are all that i have left of you now so how can i will them away. I dont want to forget no matter how much it hurts.
minus the sibling relationship and the running over your bike and missing your exam..
(Source: vanessa-lengies, via ruesster)
